Reflecting on what he known as a “wild yr,” New York Jets quarterback Aaron Rodgers admitted he harbored darkish ideas within the instant aftermath of his season-ending Achilles tear on Sept. 11.
“I used to be actually considering, ‘That is it. You do not come again from this harm,'” Rodgers, 40, stated in a two-hour interview on the “I Can Fly” podcast, which dropped Tuesday.
Rodgers, who acquired choked up at one level, described a curler coaster of feelings. He stated the commerce to the Jets, after 18 seasons with the Inexperienced Bay Packers, restored his ardour for soccer. He known as his Jets debut the most effective moments of his profession — and the worst.
His night time started when he ran out with the American flag throughout the pregame introductions, which he known as “one of many highest highs in my sporting profession.” Minutes later, on the Jets’ first possession of the season, he was carted off with a season-ending harm.
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“I had this unimaginable offseason expertise in a brand new metropolis, a brand new city, with new teammates, a brand new group, an proprietor for the primary time, and actually falling again in love with the sport that I first fell in love with once I was 5 years previous,” he stated. “It was completely lovely and particular and deep and wealthy and yummy, and simply unimaginable.
“After which, one of the heartbreaking nights of my life, once I performed 4 performs. Discuss an ego demise.”
Rodgers tried to return late within the season — he truly practiced on a restricted foundation — however his comeback was aborted when the Jets (7-10) fell out of rivalry. Almost seven months faraway from surgical procedure, the four-time MVP is anticipated to take part in OTA practices subsequent month, in keeping with coach Robert Saleh.
Reflecting on the day after his harm, when he flew dwelling to California with just a few shut buddies, Rodgers turned emotional and paused a second to collect himself. “I stated, ‘I need assistance. That is going to be actually robust. I simply want you all to be there for me on the robust days once I cease believing it is potential,'” he stated, recalling what he informed his buddies.
“It is exhausting to ask for assist.”
By then, the “doomsday” state of affairs of by no means taking part in once more had pale away, stated Rodgers, who shifted his focus to surgical procedure and restoration. Trying again on the ordeal, he stated he is grateful for the various positives that occurred.
“As s—ty because it was — and it was essentially the most heartbreaking factor that is ever occurred to me — all of the miracles that occurred alongside the way in which by no means would’ve occurred,” he stated, including that “a lot modified” in his life over the previous six months.
“I had this unimaginable offseason expertise in a brand new metropolis, a brand new city, with new teammates, a brand new group, an proprietor for the primary time, and actually falling again in love with the sport that I first fell in love with once I was 5 years previous. … After which, one of the heartbreaking nights of my life, once I performed 4 performs. Discuss an ego demise.”
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Rodgers stated he discovered necessary classes alongside the way in which, permitting him to turn into “a greater model” of himself. He additionally talked about the “unimaginable angels” who assisted throughout his rehab, everybody from his bodily therapist to his chef.
Rodgers, who turns 41 in December, stated just lately that he desires to play anyplace from two to 4 extra years.
“I am enthusiastic about taking part in once more,” he stated. “I really like taking part in. I fell again in love with the sport after which I had it taken away after 4 performs. I miss being on the market, I really like competing.
“Soccer is my blissful place. That is the place I really feel most answerable for my athletic means. I missed that final yr, I actually, actually missed it. My coronary heart was damaged. I am enthusiastic about taking the sector another time and — not life or demise — going to battle with my guys.”
For the primary time, Rodgers acknowledged that he was a “finalist” to be Robert F. Kennedy Jr.’s working mate for the 2024 presidential election. Jets proprietor Woody Johnson addressed the topic Monday in an interview with Fox Information.
“He’s getting again to soccer one hundred pc,” Johnson stated. “He by no means left soccer. That was a momentary distraction, perhaps like going at the hours of darkness room or no matter. However he is again one hundred pc.”
