“As athletes, now we have a troublesome alternative: We are able to exit the game in peak type, strolling away from competitors on the peak of our powers. Or we will stay within the sport long-term, occupying competitors in softer types. We are able to deteriorate in public view. I select the latter.” — Sabrina Little in her new Substack publication.
A decade in the past, I used to be about 20 miles into the 2014 Western States 100, when a runner whom I didn’t know got here up alongside me and quipped, “AJW, is that you simply? What are you doing all the way in which again right here with us?”
I used to be operating my tenth and ultimate Western States 100. I used to be 46 years outdated, and I used to be clearly not operating as quick as some individuals anticipated me to. The remark made me pause, and within the second, I didn’t actually know tips on how to reply.
“You realize, that is my final Western States 100, I’m simply taking it simple at the moment,” I mumbled as they moved on forward of me.
For the following a number of hours I dwelled on the remark. Did they assume I ought to be operating sooner? Did they really feel sorry for me? Was there one thing incorrect with me?
The writer racing the 2011 Western States 100 within the M9 bib, throughout the years of his aggressive peak. All pictures courtesy of Andy Jones-Wilkins.
The reality was and is that I used to be slowing down — “deteriorating,” if you’ll, and it was on full public show to anybody who cared to note. I didn’t give it some thought on the time, however at that second I had a option to make — to stroll off into the sundown or maintain grinding.
Through the years, now we have seen numerous aggressive runners come and go. Extremely gifted athletes who’ve, in Sabrina’s phrases, chosen to stroll away from the game on the peak of their powers. For me, when my decline grew to become evident, I noticed I had no real interest in doing that.
I didn’t enter the game for the joys of competitors or of successful, and I used to be actually not going to exit the game when these days had been gone.
However, making that alternative just isn’t all the time simple. My tempo, nowadays, is extra labored and sluggish. My type, which has by no means been all that good, just isn’t an image of effectivity and charm. And my outcomes, actually, are a lot slower than they had been earlier than.
AJW snaps a fast selfie on a newer run with Bryon Powell.
At instances I see individuals taking a look at me unusually, virtually with a little bit of pity of their eyes, maybe questioning why I’m nonetheless doing this in spite of everything these years, and doing it with a lot much less aptitude than I as soon as did.
The straightforward fact is, I find it irresistible an excessive amount of to depart it. Whereas wins and fancy awards are far again within the rearview mirror, my pleasure for the game, my love of the neighborhood, and the hopeful exuberance that lengthy distance operating brings me is as alive in me than it’s ever been.
I actually don’t blame others who select to stroll away, however as for me, I’ll proceed to “deteriorate in public view.”
Bottoms up!
AJW’s Beer of the Week
This week’s beer of the week comes from Founders Brewing Firm in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Soiled Bastard Scotch Model Ale is a wealthy, darkish Scotch ale brewed within the traditional custom. Weighing in at 8.5% ABV, it’s fairly sturdy but in addition remarkably clean and creamy. An amazing beer for a chilly winter’s night time.
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