We stay in a really goal-oriented society. Although my targets are sometimes running-related, 5 years in the past I set my sights on one thing very completely different: paddling the size of the Susquehanna River. The Susquehanna River flows out of Otsego Lake in Cooperstown, New York, and ends 444 miles later on the Chesapeake Bay.
I paddled mentioned river with two mates, Joel and Michelle. None of us was very skilled, which was evidenced by the truth that we selected to sort out this feat within the fall. I grew up just some miles from the river, and knew it as an enormous, huge river — it grows to a width of a few mile, possibly extra because it nears the bay. However that fall, once I drove up north to the place it begins, I discovered that it’s a a lot completely different river at its begin; in truth, it’s extra of a creek.
All this to say that progress was sluggish as we started our journey downstream. It was so sluggish, in truth, that we have been in peril of not making it to the river’s finish within the period of time we had out there for the journey. That’s, till we buckled down and bought critical, setting each day targets and basically simply paddling till we hit them. It was loads of paddling — and typically strolling/wading — loads of work, and total a really scrappy effort, however we made it.
If this sounds a bit acquainted, maybe you’ve heard me inform the story of this journey earlier than. I most likely highlighted the bit about setting and attacking targets, however this time, I’ve completely different yarn to spin. Actually, it’s sort of the other.
Michelle Christiance having fun with a second of calm on the Susquehanna River. Picture: Zach Miller
The Uncertainty of Damage
I’ve been coping with a difficulty with my knee for some time now. In December I had an operation to attempt to assist it alongside. Since then, I’ve made loads of progress, and lately, coaching has truly began going fairly properly. Certain, the knee nonetheless isn’t good, however I’ve been happy with its upward trajectory and hopeful that it’ll proceed to enhance. I’ve even been interested by testing the waters in a race.
However, whereas the progress is sweet, that is nonetheless a tough place to be. I do know as a result of I’ve been right here earlier than. After I handled a Haglund’s deformity years in the past, one of many hardest issues was feeling like I couldn’t actually plan. As runners we’re at all times asking one another what race we’ve bought developing. You’d assume it have to be our favourite query, although possibly it’s simply the bottom hanging fruit. It’s just like the “how are you doing” of the working world.
Sadly, when you’re injured, or making your approach again from damage, you don’t at all times really feel like you could have reply for that query. Mine normally sounds one thing like, “properly, I’d like to do that,” or “I’m interested by that.” It sounds so wishy-washy and noncommittal. And that’s as a result of it’s. And to be trustworthy, possibly that’s the way it should be.
Certain, you might soar in and supply up a concrete purpose like we did on our river journey: Immediately we need to paddle 60 miles; tomorrow we need to get to this city; a month from now I need to do that 50-mile race. When paddling the river, that felt applicable. We had the instruments for it to be so. However, when working by an damage, you don’t at all times have this luxurious.

The writer on a latest coaching run with mates. Picture: Peter Maksimow
Be Cautious With Targets
Actually, pretending that you’ve the power to do that could be harmful. If in case you have the willpower to state a purpose with out it influencing you to do an excessive amount of too quickly, then go proper forward. For some individuals, that could possibly be motivating and a great way to remain on monitor. Nonetheless, in case you don’t, planning and stating targets can strain you into making choices that run you proper off the monitor and deeper into damage.
Sadly, dwelling on this area of uncertainty could be aggravating. It will possibly make you are feeling irresponsible, noncommittal, and a bit misplaced. I hate that feeling. But as anxious as chances are you’ll be to get again on the market, it’s necessary to prioritize the purpose of doing no matter it’s that your physique wants within the present second. As a substitute of your purpose being a race, possibly it’s simply to do some constant bodily remedy, or a quantity of coaching that feels inside your means.
As one other instance, take into account the home that my girlfriend, Jess, and I are constructing. Constructing a home is an enormous mission. Although it isn’t rocket science, it takes loads of effort and time. It’s so much like working in that approach. And like navigating an damage, there can be loads of time spent making an attempt to determine issues out.

A piece in progress — the home that Zach and Jess are constructing. Picture: Zach Miller
There have been occasions throughout the construct once we’ve devoted loads of our day to engaged on the home, squeezing in different duties like day jobs and coaching into the early morning hours, after darkish, or over lunch. Whereas this was good for home productiveness, it rapidly result in exhaustion. In latest weeks we’ve slowed issues down, prioritizing different issues in our lives and dealing on the home as we’re ready. We don’t get as a lot achieved this fashion, however life feels a bit extra sustainable, and in some methods, extra fulfilling.
I assume what I’m saying by way of all these examples; the river, the home, my trials with accidents, is that this: working — and life — is so much about doing what is required within the second. There are occasions to be bullish in your pursuit of a purpose, and occasions to be a bit extra reserved and cautious. It’s not about abandoning goal-setting, it’s nearly using targets in an applicable method.
On the river that meant sticking to some aggressive targets, with the home it’s meant being cognizant of the opposite issues on our plate, and in working it means listening to what the physique wants in its present state. In different phrases, it’s only one step at a time, the identical approach working has at all times been.
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